yes my piano exam is over.

FEEL THE JOY!!!!

you'd better savour the moment mike, i'm still gonna be raving about it for the next 2 years, and its only gonna get worse. oh well. disowning me if i dont get honours? sadly..i think thats gonna happen.. oh well.

i hate you damn english analysis why must you give us work to do on my 3rd last day of school.. pft. guess he's called mr manipulative for a reason.. argh.

hn. lately thoughts of singapore have been flooding my mind (well, kind of). the thought of going back there and eating wonderfully delicious food at supremely cheap prices, the pure joy of hearing authentic singlish (yea, i never truly appreciated it until now), meeting up with friends i havent seen in quite some time (not so inviting..dont know why) and yar. i think the food and singlish is the most interesting of all. i marvel at my ability to mix chinese and english in the same sentence and still speak fluently. or how the las and such come out so naturally without being in question of whether its necessary or not.

bottomline being: Singapore is THE PLACE to be covered and rolled about in singlish. hahaha i'm gonna come back with pretty horrible english eh. oh well hahaha. just dont mention the weather.

$3.60 worth of print value. i shld print photos and waste ink. also maybe i shld print some scores.. while i'm at it.

2 more days of school! i need to start packing for singapore eh. knowing what a scatterbrain i am, i'll probably still be fitting stuff in at the eleventh hour.

btw mike, your ego is growing by the minute. horrible *shakes head in disgust*

i just blanked out.

there is nothing in this world like You

finally!!! sarah will no longer go on and on about her piano exam.. i've let her rant about it the whole of, oh, i don't know, three months? maybe four? because i'm such a kind considerate person..

i'll be there for you when the rain starts to fall // i'll be there for you like i've been there before // i'll be there for you cause you're there for me too.. [deng deneneng deng deng deneneng deng]

i'm listening to a jap song for tatsuki from bleach.. how many people understood that? my prayer for sarah's piano exam: God, please help her to do well. help her to remember all her general knowledge stuff and the scales, whatever they are. help her not to stuff up cause that is so like her. help her to - help her to remember to pray before she goes in!!!

so no one told you life was gonna be this way // your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A // it's like you're always stuck in second gear... [can't remember the rest]

btw harry, the card i gave you is shamelessly full of insults.. i had to moderate it, though, in case you were "in a sharing mood".. were you? anyway, i was actually saying nice things about you, only they're cleverly veiled behind insults.. we've become really good at doing that over the year..

p.s. pink is your colour XD

this is gonna be the last time for the year (so we hope) that i'll be bitching about my piano exam so you'd better enjoy it. i've given up on my scales already (should have done that ages ago), trying to polish my pieces and feed my brain with general knowledge. in exactly 24 hours now i'd be screaming my head off and going home to play my pieces again without caring whether i make any mistakes and i will banish myself from my scales blabla...

and then the anti-climatic part comes when i have to do my eng assignment. which brings me to school, waking up at 9.10 today was pretty interesting, being late to school for the first time in my life!! what an achievement. well. there's always a first for everything. surprisingly though, my bro and i have NEVER been late to school ever before (with the exception of this very special day). oh well.

haha anyway thanks for the card mike! i must say that is one of the most unstructured cards i've ever received, but you take the cup for "Card with most interesting content". random, yet heartfelt (i know i know, say no more..) and very meticulously chosen words.. i dont think i've ever received a christmas card with hidden insults before.. very special i must say XD

i'm leaving for piano in 15! i wonder how my teacher will react when i tell her i dont give a damn about my scales anymore and..my general knowledge is not up to scratch. OH WELL. nothing much i can do in 22 hours (unless i burn the midnight oil and not sleep) so I'M NOT BOTHERED! (now you can really tell i dont give a damn). oh well.

the random rantings. my bro's sleeping in my room AGAIN. my room has such a nice slaker-ish and bum-mish atmosphere. only thing is that he's flopped on the floor..but that shldnt be much of a problem i guess XD

*in a lazy, draggy, casper-y voice*
"i'm telling you man, it [the star] moved!! my theory is right!"
"we'll lie down and pretend to be sleeping, then when he comes over to mug us, we'll mug him!"

ahh pft. that was funny XD

1 day to exam
4 days to end of school
6 days to singapore

i should start packing.
random.
adios.

ok, about that brain deteriorating thing... i may be close to getting alzheimers, but i wasn't the one who spelt deteriorating as "detiorerating" in class yesterday, OK?

i admit, i haven't been myself lately. this week has been absolutely torturous.. i mean, i skipped lunch three times this week.. three time out of five; that's 60%, three-fifths, whatever [i wish my maths was this good when i had that bloody maths test].

my speech has been impaired by my workload as well.. today, i tried to say 'i don't know what's happening'.. i said "i don't know what's happy.. i mean.. OMG what's wrong with me! i mean happening."

yeah, sad but true.

and we had another test today. stupid levelling task. it's not enough for him to force us to do a super hard super long answer test in half an hour. he now gives us fifteen minutes to finish an assignment that our WHOLE REPORT could eventually be based on..

who saw the red clouds in the sky today? an army of fiery cotton balls in the sky.. suck if you missed it.

this week was pretty crazy.

besides the fact that i've got multiple counters running in my head..
with just about 3-4 days to my piano exam..
5 days left of school..
9 days to singapore..
i dont know what i'm doing.

pft spiders around the house are starting to get to me.
i dont wanna go for tennis. i'll use the excuse (reason, really) that i've got piano to practise and general knowledge to learn (so i wont be a jackass tmr).
the whole string of tests this week really sucks.
the fact that i was pretty occupied the whole week and didnt have enough time for myself is also pretty sucky.
the fact that i'm here complaining is horrible.

and yea my cousin asked me to be her bridesmaid. i didnt know the implications of it till it dawned on me much later (wedding preparations.. wearing a gown... possibly taking wedding photos and blabla...) which is pretty weird, considering i'm not all thaaaat close to my cousin, that she shld ask her 14-yr-old cousin to be her bridesmaid. (yea we're not even talking flowergirl..i'm pretty sure i heard right)

imagine me in a gown.

*shudders*

for starters, i dont even have a dress in my wardrobe.. not unless you consider my previous school uniform (a pinafore, really. a really ugly one too. GREEN???) one.. i dont. aiyoh. nvm..her wedding's next year.. maybe she'll sponser my air ticket back to singapore too.. (wishful thinking)

and my watch has been dying on me these past few days. i'm gonna be late for my appointments i tell you..why do i have this nagging feeling it's gonna be my piano exam i'll be late for..

youth tmr should be good (: not before having Piano: General Knowledge class first (when i was actually supposed to be having worship prac..hmm.) argh. practise practise. till my hands are numb and crippled (yea when that happens you can congratulate me) and..yea. i need to slow down my pieces (so typical of me, i speak too fast, i play too fast...) and work on my scales which really suck (understatement).

and my brain is deteriorating these few days (as is mike's). i have problems with my pronunciation and i so often than not search for words to say. mike? he's more retarded than me. spelling errors (e.g. reonciliation) and repeated words (e.g. indigenous, indigenous teachers) and MISSING SENTENCES (e.g. "...thus the land claims in Murray " yea it was just a blank like that.

retardability is radiatable huh. why must your brain malfunction the same time as mine.

off to the piano i go. can someone please knock it into me that I HAVE ONLY FOUR DAYS LEFT BEFORE I ATTEMPT TO SAVE MYSELF FROM FAILING AND THAT I SHOULD PRACTISE LIKE CRAZY INSTEAD OF BEING SO DAMN SLACK.

pfffft.

erratic thoughts

brain is currently on work overload and is overheating.. attempts to cool it down by drinking lots of water have only led to a feeling of bloated-ness and a desperate need for the toy-lut..

rarghurghurgh [radestock should have patented this one]

shit shit shit shit shit ... bloody hell!!! e-mail not working.. can't send work to school.. oh, wait, it's ok... breathe breathe breathe..

came home on friday.. skipped youth... finished dinner around 8.45... dozing on the couch by 9.00... dead by 9.30..

saturday went to jane and rick's house to serve as manual labour.. weeding sucks, just so you know never to try it.. rick mowed the lawn without closing the kitchen window.. layer of brown dirt settled over everything.. had to wash the whole place.. crappy.. but then they gave me free chicken rice, so it's all good.. watched harry potter 1st movie again.. jane is so crazy about it..

woke up this morning, got straight into homework.. stopped for church... then went shopping at garden city.. saw nice pair of shoes - ran out of money by then, tough luck.. shoes are the only things i enjoy shopping for [besides food and books].. sad but true..

i wanna make lists [won't elaborate on this, would take to long, maybe in the next post]..

--homework--

my bro has finished his exams and all hell breaks loose.

you know what nat did? she stayed home after her exams and looked through photos. thats..quite anti-climatic i guess.

now my bro's being an idiot screaming away. i kinda anticipated this while walking home.

i hate it when he's like this, really.

oh and arsewipe got his piece today XD saying sorry doesnt mean anything, it's merely the vibration of the larynx (or smth). ohh that was good XD to openly diss him. but seriously, he ought to go down on bended knees if he truly meant it. and of course, him killing a fly (despite all he said about respecting animals blabla) was more than hilarious..once more. i mean, trying to resurect a fly? first time i've seen that XD

i've got tennis later and i'm lazy to play.

i've got a lot of work over the weekend and i have no idea how i'm gonna complete it while juggling..other activities.

it's amazingly queer how mike's going to church when i'm not.

in some ways i kinda feel sorry for guyX. and how girlX seems to be caught up in so much excitement and freedom now that it's over and how she doesnt seem to give a damn about him, or even consider his feeling of some sort. i pity him cause she never took it seriously..while he was..a whole different story.

oh well. TEN MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL and 16 more days to singapore and ...11 more days to my piano exam. pfffft.

i'm too lazy to go for tennis. i think i've said this before.

youth tmr. i wanna go. OH and i think i'll be watching meteor showers tmr night too! =)

aiyaaa. tennis. pft. i wanna curl up and sleep.

why is there so much to do???

and why am i not doing it???

photog // eng. ex. // science ex. // maths chapter 11 // drawing plans // organize file [eng,maths,s&e,chinese,photog,everything] // science test // and other stuff i've forgotten

lame jokes i can remember on the spot:

x: ask me if i'm a tomato, ask me if i'm a tomato!!
y: are you a tomato?
x: no!

if a quiz is quizzical, what is a test?

x: *tells a totally lame joke*
y: man, that was lame!!
x: no it's not.. i can still walk

guess what??
kane : richard [chen], do you like girls??
richard: no
[we knew he was gay, but openly admitting it like that??]

guess what? radestock had a tick half burrowed into his thigh once, and he tried to kill it using methyl. spirits..

radestock: DIE DIE DIE!!! *jams cap of spirits onto his thigh with an interesting distortion of facial expression somewhere between extreme pain and crazed euphoria*
tick is not dead
radestock: *decides to burn it off* fine, then, if you're not gonna drown, i'll just have to COOK YOU!!!
after a while...
radestock: the flame is starting to hurt me, but i figured it must be hurting him a lot more!!!

-- what a crackpot -- yeah, like i'm one to talk..

i'm running out of steam.

thank God for air-con.

in 2 weeks i'll be very, very happy/elated/exhilarated/over-the-moon/you-get-the-gist.

in less than an hour i'm gonna have piano.

i've got a lot of work to clear.

and i'm extremely lazy.

too lazy, for that matter.

and i'm sluggish.

the best part? i know i am.

not doing anything about it.

wouldnt it be nice to scream at the big, huge ocean. i would love that now.

so random. pft.

take note of the plural form of the word blow in the previous post. she did attack me with more than one blow.

hanyway. my mum was being pretty random today. either that or she's just picking on my height issue these few days/weeks, getting me eat more vitamins in hope that i'll grow (it's all pre-determined... what can i do if i get her side of the genes?) and today, she walked into my room, said a few words, then really randomly went:

mum: actually, when i see you standing next to jon... if you find a boyfriend/husband next time who's as tall as him, never mind! can always wear high-heels (:

me: ........what prompted you to say that??

mum: oh. just saying only la *leaves room*

me: .............

she probably had quite a bit of experience in that aspect, i gather.. then at breakfast today she went on about how girls shld be neat... otherwise guys wont want to marry you.. i'll just marry someone who's neat then... i guess. either that or i'll just stay single and happy! yay =) then she tried comparing me to my bro...

mum: it's not that i want to compare..but in this aspect korkor's a bit better...
me: well that's cause he's older. was he like that when he was my age?
mum: ......no.
me: there we go.
mum: are you telling me there's still hope for you?
me: yeaa. i guess. he's older and so he's more mature..
mum: oh. maturity wise i always put you on par with him
-bro drinking juice looks horrified and tries to defend himself in vain-

oh well. i guess worship today wasnt so bad, considering i was thiiiiiis close to screwing it up by conveniently forgetting about the powerpoint completely. pfft.

gonna pick someone at the airport soon.. in 3 weeks i'll be on the plane already. i dont feel excited yet.

would you believe me if i say that you dont need to wait for the answers before you step out in faith?

the question my mind threw at me during sermon today.

32 deg on tuesday!!! i'm melting...

harry and i are constantly fighting over stuff... i'm talking tom and jerry type of fighting [me being jerry, i wish]

unfortunately, we are also inexplicably synchronized.. *dramatic music goes deng deng deng*

yes, that's right. we're synchronized. yeah, i mean, we often happen to be walking the same way - "left, right, left, right, skip over the piece of crap etc". most people do that.. but we take it a step further.. the other day, we sat down on the stairs together, folded our legs, took out our lunches, took a bite, chewed, covered our mouth and laughed when jess said something funny.... ALL AT THE SAME TIME!!!

and that's not all... yesterday, even though we were like, two suburbs away from each other, we ended up eating the same thing for lunch - lasagne.. yep.. and then, we both drank water at the same time.. and then, predictably, we both had to go relieve ourselves at the same time.. worst thing is, this isn't the first time this kind of thing has happened. many times we have gone to the toy-lut at the same time [please, different cubicles] and come out at exactly the same time. when that happens, we would both start smacking each other, blaming the other for copying..

and we have frequently had the same responses to things... we'd look at each other and go "one, two, three *smack*" or alternatively "one, two, three *laughs obscenely*.. . and then we -

....

i've just replied to a friend on msn, and i seem to have lost my thought...

before i forget, i need to put up this picture. sarah has bullied me into doing this. but really, i owe this shameless act of self-promotion to....... jon. thanks a lot for inflating my already unmanageable ego.

oh, and also, thanks so VERY much for explaining what the comment means. sheesh. don't worry, jon, i won't kill you. i forgive you [yeah yeah]. besides, sarah's already taken the blows for you. what a great cousin she is. XDDDD

ohmygoodness that pic of casper with the pink balloon is good. i shall save it for future blackmailing purposes XD

pft i shld have stuffed myself during recess..obviously i cant last thru the day without much lunch. but doing photog at lunch is GOOD! the darkroom's so nice and cosy when you're all alone and stuff. i could stay in there all day XD it's probably the only place i actually am productive *proud of self* only purpose i would willingly sacrifice lunch for XD we are so diligent only when it comes to photog..for example, i havent even completed creative writing..which is due on monday..i guess tmr shall be The Productive Day. (HAHAHHA PRODUCTIVE!!! i know i know -_-)

Things to be done:
1) practise piano like crap for worship and Impending Doom, or commonly known as piano exam. (2 and a half weeks, it finally dawned on me how fast it is though i've been harping non-stop about it)
2) creative writing
3) book reviews (kinda carried over from last week..)
4) photog write-ups
5) stuff for worship
6) clean up my room
7) piano (yea its repeated)
8) extra stuff if i have time (unlikely), design briefs to complete.

all by today! my godsis' coming from singapore tmr so i wont have much chance to do it then (who am i kidding).

pft. better get cracking.
i'm lazy to make breakfast.

don't worry about your piano exam harry.. you're getting really stressed out about it.. kinda weird to see you worried about something that isn't chicken schnitzel..

so how's guyX been treating you? no, i don't really wanna know.. but i reckon the best thing you can do [for yourself] is to push him onto someone you really don't care about.. that's what i would do..

*quote* "i'm not a people person"

you can tell i really have nothing of importance to say.. so..............

i haven't even started my stupid reading journal report crap whatever it's called thingy.. sigh... stuff i have to do: photog, by next week; english by week after.. hmm... actually, that's pretty much it.. then why do i feel so depressed???

things i wish i could do: play guitar; take good photos; sing; eat mango pudding; draw; run through the halls of my high school.. oh, and get guyX off your back, of course..

hey, he really freaks me out, man... first the random comments.. then trying to choke me with a tic tac.. sheesh.. girlX shud really do something about him..

*yawn*

i'm slightly tired..and i've got piano to play.. dont wanna sleep before practising piano.. dont think practising piano now would yield results.. feeling sluggish.. i shld sleep now. but if i do i wont practise my quota for the day..

pianoexammmm. rargh.

i bet after the exam i'll be playing the piano like crap and playing my pieces over and over again.

THREE MORE WEEKS. i'm gonna get this damn thing over and done with.

okay i'm gonna slap myself awake and practise in 4 min. i think the music made me sluggish.. i turned on ben folds and heard the piano and..got motivated to play? well. now we know what music to play before proceeding to the piano..

you know what? screw the 4 min. i'm going now.

its midweek already.. the week's gone by so fast.

nat's birthday today (: we walked over to pass her her stuff. my bro wanted to challenge me to see who can make the nicest card.. and yeaa. i must say casper is very good at dissing my brother.. works to my advantage (:

btw, amy i forgot to pass your note to her.. (knowing how forgetful i am [UNDERSTATEMENT!!!!!]) but we'll get casper to pass it over tmr. i wonder how depressed he feels since everything we pass to him goes to his sister XD oh well. tough luck (:

ee my skin is weird. my hands are, at least. and they're tearing themselves up.. almost literally. like i get cuts for no good reason (fine, we'll accept dry skin or some rare disorder or smth..) and kim has so kindly offered some solutions to the problem, like putting cold fingers on the affected spot.. dont ask me how that helps, i'm not the one planning on doing med.. *looks at kim*

my meteors. so exciting (:

play by play of the richard chen story

English
*everyone is working dilligently... well, define dilligent.. but anyway, richard chen suddenly makes his - late - entrance by waltzing into the classroom in a slightly drunken state*
richard: *slam, bang* oh, sorry i'm late. i, uh, got hit by a car.
*distinct snickers can be heard*
---cuts to group discussion---
sarah: hey, duncan, did you hear? richard was late cause he got hit by a car.
duncan: *snorts* yeah. he probably got hit by a PARKED car.
*spastic laughter ensues*

Science
*richard chen is [unfortunately] destroying the peace of the classroom by letting loose his extremely unappetizing vocals*
richard: i'm a genius, really, i am
*met with blank stares and a few snorts*
richard: no, seriously, i am!! i'm really a genius.
amy: *derisively* riiiiiiiiiight...... a genius that got hit by a parked car.
richard: *smiles disgustingly* oh, that. i didn't really. i woke up late so i had to make up and excuse for being late.
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*
kim: that's even lamer than getting hit by a parked car.
sarah: *nods, laughing to hard to do anything else*
---resume our exceedingly important work---
richard: *bursts out* you know, i might actually have BRAIN DAMAGE???
---DOINGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!---
*volume of laughter hits 120 decibels*

oh, and about him getting punched by adam.. i suddenly saw adam lunge at him - seriously, it was a lunge.. he brought up his right arm and jabbed a solid one right into richard's face. it sounded like a piece of crocodile meat being tendorized......... by a cotton ball..

you think i dont wanna take pics of the stars? stupid broken camera.. plus, there's lots of trees near where i live.. like, i can't see out my window cause there's this massive tree blocking the sky.. sheesh.. and november's good for star-gazing cause there's less cloud [summer coming].. don't take my word for it, though, i made it up..

and guess what? retardability is really radiatable.. richard got hit by a parked car.. i got hit by a wall.. shit la.. i'm drying my hands on my jumper after washing them in the toilet right, and the stupid wall came right at me.. i dodged to the left, but it dodged as well.. good thing i'm more agile than "i love hot guyz" [it even had a name graffitied on it] and it only hit me on the shoulder.. damn... i should report it for unprovoked physical assault..

today was good. we laughed so much today (not our best, but close enough) all thanks to richard XD our source of entertainment for the day.

Richard Chen. possibly the only guy in the whole of rossmoyne's history to take fashion as an elective, the dude who punched the wall and injured his hand and who so recently punched another dude and broke his arm.

yeaa that dude. he walks into english today and goes, "sorry i'm late, i got hit by a car."

XD

so while working, i turned to duncan and asked him, "hey you heard richard got hit by a car coming to school?" and he replies, "yeaa. he probably got hit by a parked car."

*erupts in laughter XDDD* i can totally picture him walking straight in to a totally stationary car that poses no threat at all to the more normal pedestrains.

later in science...

"i'm a genius..no seriously i am..." -quote richard -_-
amy's bemused. "yea. what kinda genius gets hit by a parked car?"
defendant (richard): "oh. that was just an excuse for coming to school late."

what an idiot.. thats lamer than walking into a parked car XD

so while we're nicely doing our work, we suddenly hear, among the other conversations going on, (unfortunately he was speaking way too loud and pointless, it would be hilarious to tape it down really) this sudden outburst that goes, "i might really have brain damage!!"

kim, amy and self just looked up and cracked up uncontrollably. for starters, that statement was never really in doubt at all. talk about radiatable retardedness XD the word retard sounds too good on him.

amy, next time you go on photo taking missions you shld really try capturing a shot of him.. just be careful your camera doesnt die cause it refuses to take a picture of him...

and in s&e he got punched by adam didnt he XD gosh, i shld have seen that one.. kim, retell retell! pfft. that was funny alright XD

and i was about to say kim resembles a lion (her outbursts at guys =/) but nahh. makes her too superior. and one more quote to add to the list..

"i'm not a people person" -kim XD. which is pretty true, to a certain extent XD

OHOHOH. november's a good month for stargazing! esp if you wanna see meteor showers (though they're at 3-5 am =/). seeee. oh well. guess i'll go stargazing when dan's (godsis) here.. would be pretty damn cool to talk all morning and see meteors while you're at it XD (how cool would it be to be just there all morning by yourselves?? but nah. which coolcrazy parent would let 2 girls out at 3am to stargaze. yeayea, men in the bushes...) hopefully there will also be more stargazing opportunities on the 26th at Pastor's house, that would be cool beyond cool. *pokes jon*

AHHH i wanna take a photo of the stars!!!!!!!!! *ewuheuoryfoq3uh4r12huoadfhlhfouwehrolbGLOFWEOUFR*. pffffffffft. random ramblings..

when i look at the stars; i feel like myself

stars!!!!! *bounces happily*

i am blogging lots today... this one brings my grand total up to 4... i guess i'm [over] compensating for being too lazy to blog the last couple of days...

so.. topic.. hmm... oh, yeah.. thanks jon, for pointing out that howler monkeys make lots of noise.. i was thinking along the lines of a monkey [suits sarry, doesn't it] but i didnt know any special breeds besides orang-utans and gorillas [don't really suit her]..

i caught a bit of Rodgers and Hammerstein's Cinderella on TV today.. only watched part of it before i went off to shower.. it's not the first time i've seen it, but this time, it really struck me as being totally LAME.. ok, think cinderella meets some world multi-cultural organization... cinderella is african [brandy].. her stepmother and one stepsister are white.. her other stepsister is african.. whoopi goldberg plays the queen and she has a white husband and an asian son [the prince]... talk about screwed up...

the music's not bad, the lyrics are deep and romantic.. or alternatively [from where i stand] mushy and corny..

"do i love you because you're beautiful or are you beautiful because i love you?"

ok, i'm gonna stop before i go off again.. going to watch aussie idol now... Lee's performing next.. ciao~

sorry harry... i've been to lazy to blog, even though i know you needed a lot of support... i can so totally guess who GuyX is.. XD

so i guess you've been pretty sleep deprived, huh... i can't believe you actually did so much on the chinese thing... i only translated a few phrases [e.g. cancer, surgery] and i was hoping you could help me string them into sentences tomorrow XD.. please? thanks XD

oh yeah, and you remember when you did the s and e speech on your family profile on friday?? that was really.......... fast!! i was like WHOA.. and duncan turned around and went "she talks SO fast".. i timed you [kind of] and when i was walking back home from school, i calculated your speed of speech [for want of something better to do].. guess how fast you talk??

200 words per minute

i'm not shitting you.. it's true.. i think if amy is a peacock that can do a head thing, you're a *pauses to think of a creature that makes noise endlessly*... then you're a flock of magpies fighting for the one piece of meat.. no joke.. that's how fast you talk [or caw, depending on how you look at it]

was gonna say something else... but i forgot... will write it down when i remember it..

i know i shouldnt be online now, since its 0034 in the morning and i've got church and i most imptly kinda promised to be sleeping now (sorry jon =/) but well i got annoyed around 0020 in the morning by guyX (trust me, you guys will know soon) who took only 5 min and succeeded in giving me a crap start to the day and made me uncontrollably bitch about him till now (still going). and my bro is actually taking all of it in (mainly cause he was there and knows my peeved-off-ness).

but SERIOUSLY! i've never called a single person so many foul words (nothing worse than asshole, i restrain myself) in a single night apart from tonight! gahhhh what an idiot! rargh. its no wonder they both go hand in hand, they have the ability to piss me off and make me wanna rant.

and no kim, i dont think the word 'cute' can be used on me now, though you claim that i am cute when i'm pissed. pfft.

ahh whatever. enough bitching and ranting for the night. (or morning) it's 0040 and i wonder if my bro will let me go back and sleep..? or does he still wanna resume the late night convo..

"resume."

i guess we pretty much have our answer.

i really cant comprehend how he can study and talk to me though.. makes more sense if he'd study and let me sleep or smth. oh well *shrugs*

0043. sorry jon ):

okay that was some serious crack-up. i told you you've got the gift of writing kim [so precise], you shld be the journalist and i the photographer. and together we make the photo-journalist duo!

kim: "but i wanna be the photographer too!!!!!!!!!!"

yea okay. i get your point XD

you know, all along i thought only monday was productive night, in which you switch off weekend gear and tune yourself back into school life. now i've got friday listed as work-your-ass-off night. well at least today was. there was tennis, piano [1 hour, i kinda died after that and really tried to keep myself from exploding under immense frustration (which kim probably finds more cute than scary)], science [in which i'm going absolutely nowhere], chinese [did a lot of translation, this is the secret behind cheating in chinese speaking *MWAHAHAHHAA* BEAT THAT MISS WANG.]

photog!!!! solarization is cool. i like the one i did of the flowers. this is really turning into a blog to host rantings of the random photog fanatic(s). until amy chomps along and blogs about..i dont know? random (embarrassing, i might add) events that happen in school, much to kim's dismay.. yeaaa.

i wanna run through the halls of my high school; i wanna scream at the top of my lungs

we so have to carry out every single one of the things we said we'd do (i.e. camping XD) and cucumber slices on our eyes XD and going to rottnest or smth of that sort. TAKING PICTURES OF NICE SCENARY WITH NICE CLEAR WATER IS A MUST. so is dissing each other and also laughing our days away over the most retarded things (remember, we're inter-influential).. and yar.

okay i've gotta wake up at 6.30 tmr and its alr 2353.. and i havent done qt! i am so not sleeping till 0030..i'm gonna be dead for tmr man. okay cousin's chasing me off.....bye.

this is what i copy and pasted from my own blog... read.. it's seriously edifying!!!

these are the top ten quotes from me, sarah and amy, as determined together by the three of us.. it consists of stuff that we say a lot, and also of one shot things that have stuck in our memory like two fingers fused with super glue..

top ten sarah quotes:
10) go for it [something she says when she wants me to do something that i don't want to do]
9) denial isn't the only river in egypt [although it was ripped off]
8) geez, shut up kim... SHEESH
7) what i am you are [for use when i am insulting her]
6) you're so retarded, kim [promptly followed by "shit, what i am you are"]
5) you suck, kim, you absolutely suck
4) we are inter-influential [that's her, always inventing new words]
3) crude and cold [her short and blunt description of me]
2) everything we do should be for mutual edification [in other words, you help me i help you la!]
1) retardability is radiatable [i shall not dignify this by commenting]

top ten amy quotes:
10) you gotta help me, YOU GOTTA HELP ME!! [often accompanied by extreme harrassment in the form of grabbing your arm and shaking harder than you would a cocktail]
9) i don't get it [common phrase following an andwer to the above]
8) can i have some food?
7) heeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheehee [high -pitched non-stop giggle which seems to erupt uncontrollably every second minute]
6) squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaal [imagine an off-key C# at 100% volume] 5) squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaal [imagine an off-key C# at 1% volume, an amazing feat]
4) my great-grandfather is still alive......... like.............. he's not dead... [?!?!?!]
3) aww, poor baby
2) heeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheehee [occurs so commonly that it deserves two places]
1) HI KEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [or alternatively, HI JON!!!!!!!!!!]

top 10 kim quotes:
10) i need to pee
9) oh, how lovely [sarcastic remark made at anything that is aimed to impress... but doesn't]
8) what is your problem, asshole?? [reserved only for moey, because he's such an... well, do i really have to say it?]
7) i'm sowie [variation of "i'm sorry" that reduces others to laughter and allows her time to escape]
6) distance - if it doesn't break, it makes [how deep, how profound, how totally irrelevant!!]
5) [when criticizing amy's spelling] amy, your spelling is beyong help.. [thanks very much jon, for pointing that out]
4) [when some guy smeared something down my back, i turned around] HEY!!! *pause to allow them to cower* WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU??? *pause, give them time to escape, see how merciful i am?* MOVE!!! *cause some guy was too stupid to get that he was pretty near death*
3) wanna start something? [used when feeling aggro]
2) go away!!!
1) what doesn't kill you makes you fatter!!!

just to clear the air, harry..

WE ARE NOT WASTING THE SCHOOLS RESOURCES... you know why??? cause we paid school fees!!!

besides, i'm the only one who's been double printing photos [hint hint]... you havent given me any of your awesome works of art... and yeah, why can't i take photos like you? at least yours make sense.. mine are just random..


check this photo out!!! how nice is it??? amazing.. i wish i could take photos like that.. *breathe*breathe* sorry, hyperventilation is a common thing when harry and i get into good photos..

*p.s. you're right, this is totally going to turn into a photo blog..

why do i so have a feeling that this is gonna become a photo blog. of all the photos that we're obsessed with and takes our breath away, leaving us hyperventilating and even more keen to buy a $2000 GOOD camera. digital cameras are crap, esp for taking good nice quality prints. so much for saving you the hassle of focusing, the auto-focus really sucks, as mike can back up.

see here... and here... and here! tried looking for some photos of the arctic and antarctica..but nahh found some crap ones XD i must go back to that super pro website with the whatthecrapitgotkickedouttamyfavourites???! super awesome photos. now i have to find it all over again..aye.

proness!! go develop more kickass shots mike. lets see if its really your skills or just the subject in the shot (i bet the subject really makes the shot a whole letdown XD) remember today!! what did i say..something about being fairly okay or smth..what was that now!! crap. i know you were laughing yourself silly. hm. we shall recall..soon.

PHOTOS!!!! give new meaning to the term "breath-taking" - literally. we get so worked up we have to regulate our breathing thereafter! not to mention go into a slight hyperventilation. my passion! expensive though..guess till then we'll develop photos from photog room and....

*drumroll*

...go gaga over other's magnificient work while always wondering why can't we be as good as them???

i rest my case.

argh! i wanna be retarded all over again. remember the good 'ol days, mike, when we used to spend one whole day laughing at a whole range of retarded activities that ranged from synchronized movements and thoughts to a whole lot of redundaness (what a word!)? THOSE WERE SERIOUSLY THE DAYS. for some weird reason now i've been weird for the past i-dont-know-how-many-days/weeks. as far as i can date back, it must have been the post-hols that got me in this neither-here-nor-there mood. argh. come on kim, just be a bit more retarded so you can make me laugh more. it works for the better of the human race (:

and now mike, you make me feel compelled to produce a good print out of the many shots i took of you. fine, healthy competition huh (: ahh but photog does rock. and it's a bit thrilling to note how much we're wasting (come on, we're doing double prints on photos that arent even school-related! we so rock at burning the school's resources)

i dont feel like living a wednesday.

ARGH where's retardness when you need it?!?! i'm too sane for my good. outsaness. irritating.

chinese test first up... sad..

photog with nettleton in a shitty mood... alright [printed a kick-ass photo of sarry]!!

english essay on stupid novel.. sucked... SOMEONE to my left kept bugging me, not naming any names... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!... not enough time..

mr. english teacher is so smart that he chooses to be away on the day he knows we need him most... sigh~ i give up..

sarry looks totally cute in the pic.. i'll try to get it up as soon as i can!!