Tomorrow morning if you wake up
and the sun does not appear
I will be here
If in the dark, we lose sight of love
Hold my hand, and have no fear
'Cause I will be here

I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to cryin'
Through the winning, losing and trying
We'll be together
I will be here

Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I will be here
Just as sure as seasons were made for change
Our lifetimes were made for these years
So I will be here

I will be here
And you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here

I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the One who gave you to me

Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I will be here
Oh, I will be here.

I will be here
Steven Curtis Chapman

i will be here.

lit tmr...havent written a decent essay since 6 weeks ago, feel kinda insecure with all the lack of practise. i have not memorized quotes yet..and decided that i shall sleep early today and wake up early tmr to mug.

parents..not gelling too well with me, not really creating a very condusive environment for exam time, i think i might snap soon but before that happens i will duck under my comforter and lol, seek some comfort.

pfffffft.

i want to watch tv in peace now and then do my qt and then sleep and wake up to a beautiful day. i hope nothing goes wrong before then -_-

hnnnnnn the only thing thats nice around is the aircon blowing.

last day of school - cant believe i made it. at least i made it through the week.

over the year, photog and lit proved to be the best classes - great people in it, always guaranteed fun, lots of great times and just a wonderful learning environment. wont really miss the guys in photog, seeing that i'll see most of them next year and those that i wont see are the ones that spend the lesson gossiping and whatnot, so i wont miss them too much. i've grown attached to some of them (actually just one really, but there might be more), and people still confuse sarah as kim in the photog room.

lol..i guess, just about the same height, uniform's in just about the same proportions, similar-ish hair.. meh. mr netts still got issues with telling us apart.

our table at lit was by far the best - i've never dreaded walking into lit all of this year, we've had our discussions and slack moments, funny moments that kept us rolling on the ground (rama's audacious 'slut' comment in prize giving, armelle on john caina, the asian-ness vs the white-ness...), the pain and joy of receiving essay marks; all the likes. i've really grown to love that little table of ours, we've grown to be quite tight and i've had a great year with them - pity half of us wont be doing lit next year, but this year was great none the less. ms anderson was great, she was really one terrific teacher.

econs was always funny with 'the best teacher in the land' and some idiots in our class. loved the candidness, and i guess it was nice having mr levitske again - for some reason he has a really nice impression of me and he's one of the funniest guys around, it was good having him again.

physics with mr menezies.....what can i really say XD i survived 154 hours of physics this year, and now i'm branded into mr m's memory (cause he has super memory, apparently). sucks also to be only 1 of 4 girls in the class, and he loves picking on me.. but has a tinge of biasedness towards me as well. i have no idea why. well, it was interesting...

intro was cool having a teacher who didnt mind us all eating in class, who was also a chocoholic. and she was cool - she'd see us doing lit/physics/chemistry and tell us to get on with our math the first time, then the second time she comes by she'll pick up our book and help us with our other subjects XD was nice also being entertained by sharon, barbara, jo and moey behind.

chem was...so topsy-turvy over the year. change of teachers, frustration with teachers..ms clark for a whole term =/ slipping grades..haha. was good having amy in my class for a whole year, talked to her a lot while trying to master the skill of calculating limiting reagents while hearing her talk about everything from her parents to hairdressing to her latest favourite song. if anything, chem was great for the bonding. plus being in the lab with bottled animals before moving to the boomerang desks. all good.

seems kinda surreal that my exams are in 2 days, and i am not ready for it. after this time will fly with everything lined up one after another, then it'll be 2008.

everything just happens too fast.

sometimes, i think i just need to slow down, breathe, and just forget about time for a bit.
or start sharing it with people other than myself.

byebye year 11, i guess on hindsight, its been great.
thank You, for all the blessings.

been on a bit of an "online" hiatus lately.

well, by hiatus i mean i haven't been coming online every night.

unfortunately, i have not been making very productive use of my time either.

just been bumming.

hadn't actually been sleeping well the last week.

wasn't too happy about that.

but i have been doing ZERO work since thursday... which feels weird, but oddly liberating... and strangely very, very stressful.

i forgot what i was trying to say.

happy days ahead.

to the world you may be just one person,
but to one person, you may be the world.