for a start, i think God's trying to put me through the mill. by changing my circumstances, my situations, my relationships with people.. by making me see that i can only depend on Him because there's no one else that i can turn to. just as easily as i can turn to them, they too, can easily turn their back on me, intentionally or otherwise.

and so in all things, whenever i feel the urge to cry, i think about God. and i hold onto Him as much as i can.

and i dont mind this, if these situations that make me sad in turn allow me to turn to God, i dont mind it. i dont mind feeling like the world has turned its back on me and as though i'm the only one around going through this. cause i know the end result.

i hope to get my 400D by the end of the month. man, that's one expensive present.. second after my piano. aye, love the black sleekness.

week 8 of term 3! cant wait for december. no school, no work, no piano. camera in hand and cash in my pocket. having all the fun of the year that has gone by. cant wait.

sharapova won. bet federer's gonna win too. why do i support the losing parties?

it's just enough to be strong, should the world rely on faith tonight