i just realized...

another monday is on it's way.

after this monday, i'll have another ten weeks of waiting for the holidays.

beyond that... i dont know.

ah well.

i was thinking just now [yes, i'll say this again, i AM capable of it] and i realized that i actually had quite a good time at school last year. yeah, scream it.. NERD.. whatever, i dont care.

oh sure, there was work.. and i always felt like i couldn't really keep up, but the last minute bullcrapping worked [can get away with it in year 9]..

there was the stupid clowning around in english.. the things tze-chiang said in s and e.. the crazy stuff we did in science.. the stoning in digital imaging... general monkeying around in chinese.. eating in photography [and drooling over equipment].. never doing anything in math... even PE seemed almost bearable..

i probably thought the whole thing was all crap at the time, but on hindsight [with my *ahem* age-acquired wisdom] it wasn't too shabby.

hopefully the pain and torture school's giving me this year will mean that it will look really good in retrospect..

........or it could mean that year 11's gonna be shit, and that's why year 10 looks so good.

mm.. i want this year to be better XD.

is that so much to ask?