EMO POST ALERT [hate using pop culture words]

dont worry if i start crying and you didnt do anything, cause i dont know why i started either.
dont worry if i'm unusually quiet, just steer clear.
dont stop me if i'm laughing like an idiot, let me.
dont stop me if i'm being crazy and wild and loud. just allow me that.

my lime sorbet candle is still acting weird.

haha, i hope this doesnt last long.

dont worry, i'm okay.
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(continuation)

today i got to stargaze. with the great weather and somehow, there were PLENTY OF STARS. so i sat there and admired. and looked for my star(s). but i couldnt find it. thought i could at least draw some comfort from them..but nope, denied. hnnn.

i know they're there. i just wonder why i couldnt see them, or why they were hiding from me.

then i came outta choir and there was none around. and table tennis isnt a good sport if you need an outlet. you dont even need to be angry for the ball to bounce out of the table. its..an interesting one.

i feel fragile. once broken, considered sold. wonder how many times that has happened to me, and whether it has already happened now.

i havent been sleeping recently. i've merely been closing my eyes.

i'm gonna sleep with my candle burning all through the night. seems like its the only source of comfort i have left. mmm.

i shine because of you today
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i dont believe it. even my candle's dying on me.

it never rains but it pours.

better get used to it.