shit

in the shower earlier, i realized that i hadn't heard back from sarah since last week.. for all i knew, she might have caused the plane to crash, knowing how heavy she is.. shit.. how can i still joke at a time like this..

turns out she emailed me, but i just forgot to check.. shit.. shitshitshitshitshit..

wanna know what is so damn shitty??

my old friend got into an accident.. i wasn't close to her, but it still sucks.. shit.. the people in the four wheel drive that smashed their little car are ok.. she's ok [30stitches in the head, woke up already], the driver is ok [broken arm]..

but guess what? the other three passengers died..

shitshitshitshitshit

and it wasn't even their fault.. the four wheel drive was apparently trying to overtake and whoops, didn't see the little kancil..

at least sarah didn't die..