i dont know what i can say that i havent already said.
i have so much inside..that i just cant express.
so let me say it in ways other than words.

my heart..pain. strain. going nuts.
heavy.

i want to ask why, i want to negotiate a deal, i want to have a wish.
if i could have just one trade-off..i know what i want.

4th day without my watch - time flies more quickly than usual.